For a countless times too my tears betraying me over and over again...
Once... I'd taste a warm by the person I love... The warm from holding a hand... From the touch of his heart towards mine... Hearing the fast heartbeat... Shared the laughter... Sung our love proudly...
But then...
Just in blink of an eye, not even for a second, like a tornado, I lost it all... I was no longer feel his warm... His laughter... His voice... And I don't know if I lost his heart too...
All I could feel was a cold wind which shivering me to death. An emptiness that stabbed my heart over and over again... Like a huge load that beat me in every ticking of clock... Suffocate! I can't even imagine how hurt and pain it is...
Day by day passed, and now I'm used to it... Continue my life even my heart keep bleeding because of the emptiness's stabbed... The load still beat me though I feel like it is my own heart beating... I'm still breathing even it is suffocating... I tried and I can endure it even only with a slightest energy left...
눈물이 난다 / Nunmuri Nanda / Tears are Falling
Lee Sang Gon
hangul :
참 힘든일이지
한걸음 뒤에서
너를 바라보는 건 이렇게도
내 눈물때문에 그리움때문에
흐려져가는 너를
처음 그때로 되돌릴 순 없는지
이름조차 모르게
조금만 더 이대로 바라보기만할께
지금 난 너밖에 보이질 않는데
오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다
지우려 했지만 얼룩진 추억들
번져만 갈뿐이야
처음그때로 되돌릴수 없는지
이름조차 모르게
조금만 더 이대로 바라보기만 할께
지금 난 너밖에 보이질 않는데
오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만 보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다
견뎌낼수는 있을지 알수없지만
나 떠날 수 밖에
사랑해 널 사랑해 한번도 못했던 말
속으로 삼킨채 지워야 하겠지
그렇게 또 그렇게
너없이 살아가도
언제나 내 가슴안에 너 있을 뿐
한걸음 뒤에서
너를 바라보는 건 이렇게도
내 눈물때문에 그리움때문에
흐려져가는 너를
처음 그때로 되돌릴 순 없는지
이름조차 모르게
조금만 더 이대로 바라보기만할께
지금 난 너밖에 보이질 않는데
오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다
지우려 했지만 얼룩진 추억들
번져만 갈뿐이야
처음그때로 되돌릴수 없는지
이름조차 모르게
조금만 더 이대로 바라보기만 할께
지금 난 너밖에 보이질 않는데
오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만 보다
내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다
견뎌낼수는 있을지 알수없지만
나 떠날 수 밖에
사랑해 널 사랑해 한번도 못했던 말
속으로 삼킨채 지워야 하겠지
그렇게 또 그렇게
너없이 살아가도
언제나 내 가슴안에 너 있을 뿐
romanization :
Cham himdeuniriji
Han-goreum twiye-seo
Noreul parabo-neun kon irohkedo
Nae nunmul-ttae-mune kuri-umttae-mune
Hulyoe-jyeo-ganeun noreul
Choe-eum kuddaero twe-dorril sun om-neun-ji
Ireum-jocha moreuge
Cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
Chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
Oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
Nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa
Chi-uryeo haet-jiman ollukjin chu-okdeul
Bon-chyeo-man gal-ppeuniya
Cho-eum-geu-ttaero twedorrilsu om-neun-ji
Ireum-jocha moreuge
Cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
Chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
Oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
Nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa
Kyeon-dyeonael-suneun issulji alsu-optjima
Na tteo-nal su bakke
Saranghae nol saranghae hanbondo mothaetdon mal
So-geuro samkinchae chiwoya hagetji
Keu-rohke tto keu-rohke
No-obshi saragado
Onjena nae gaseumane no issul ppeun
meanings :
It's a really hard job,
Staying one step behind you and looking at you, even like this
Because of my tears, because of my longings, the blurring you..
If we can go back to that first time, or even your name.. I don't know
I'll look at you like this just a little bit more
Now, I can't see anything but you
Until today, I'll just look at you
And tomorrow, I make a promise to forget you
I tried to erase you, but the speckled memories are just smearing
If we can go back to that first time, of even your name.. I don't know
I'll look at you like this just a little bit more
Now, I can't see anything but you
Until today, I'll just look at you
And tomorrow, I make a promise to forget you
I don't know if I can bear it
But all I can do is leave
I love you, I love you.. the words that I haven't been able to say
I've just swallowed it and now I'll have to erase them
Like this, again like this, even though I have to live without you
You're the only one inside my heart, always
Han-goreum twiye-seo
Noreul parabo-neun kon irohkedo
Nae nunmul-ttae-mune kuri-umttae-mune
Hulyoe-jyeo-ganeun noreul
Choe-eum kuddaero twe-dorril sun om-neun-ji
Ireum-jocha moreuge
Cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
Chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
Oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
Nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa
Chi-uryeo haet-jiman ollukjin chu-okdeul
Bon-chyeo-man gal-ppeuniya
Cho-eum-geu-ttaero twedorrilsu om-neun-ji
Ireum-jocha moreuge
Cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
Chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
Oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
Nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa
Kyeon-dyeonael-suneun issulji alsu-optjima
Na tteo-nal su bakke
Saranghae nol saranghae hanbondo mothaetdon mal
So-geuro samkinchae chiwoya hagetji
Keu-rohke tto keu-rohke
No-obshi saragado
Onjena nae gaseumane no issul ppeun
meanings :
It's a really hard job,
Staying one step behind you and looking at you, even like this
Because of my tears, because of my longings, the blurring you..
If we can go back to that first time, or even your name.. I don't know
I'll look at you like this just a little bit more
Now, I can't see anything but you
Until today, I'll just look at you
And tomorrow, I make a promise to forget you
I tried to erase you, but the speckled memories are just smearing
If we can go back to that first time, of even your name.. I don't know
I'll look at you like this just a little bit more
Now, I can't see anything but you
Until today, I'll just look at you
And tomorrow, I make a promise to forget you
I don't know if I can bear it
But all I can do is leave
I love you, I love you.. the words that I haven't been able to say
I've just swallowed it and now I'll have to erase them
Like this, again like this, even though I have to live without you
You're the only one inside my heart, always
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| Luqman Hakim Salim, 20th Feb 94 - 20th Sept 11, Luekimia... Al-Fatihah... |
It's already stop bleeding,but my heart, the wound still fresh...
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